It wasn’t that they were against me wearing makeup. It was just that they were not used to me not wearing makeup. Like I had said, I had been wearing makeup since I was fifteen years old. I taught myself how to wear makeup and I taught myself different techniques and how to put it on. I even taught my sister about the art of makeup. She was filled with confusion, but when it came down to it, she didn’t really care. Her curious mind was just wondering why I had decided to skip a ritual that became so dear to me. Despite of my overexaggerated hypothesis of everyone judging me and noticing the lack of makeup on my face, I still felt insecure. I felt as though the deepest parts of myself was publicized to the world and now the how world knew my secrets. It is foolish. No one can know your secrets just from looking at your face, but I could not help the insecurities that ran through me as I walked from classroom to classroom and building to building. When you become so accustomed to a part of your life and to a part of society that society has deemed that humans much do, it feels odd in breaking
It wasn’t that they were against me wearing makeup. It was just that they were not used to me not wearing makeup. Like I had said, I had been wearing makeup since I was fifteen years old. I taught myself how to wear makeup and I taught myself different techniques and how to put it on. I even taught my sister about the art of makeup. She was filled with confusion, but when it came down to it, she didn’t really care. Her curious mind was just wondering why I had decided to skip a ritual that became so dear to me. Despite of my overexaggerated hypothesis of everyone judging me and noticing the lack of makeup on my face, I still felt insecure. I felt as though the deepest parts of myself was publicized to the world and now the how world knew my secrets. It is foolish. No one can know your secrets just from looking at your face, but I could not help the insecurities that ran through me as I walked from classroom to classroom and building to building. When you become so accustomed to a part of your life and to a part of society that society has deemed that humans much do, it feels odd in breaking