The introduction paragraph describes a kind of sickness that took over his body. He describes “…a kind of blind fever, a pounding in the skull and fire in the bowels,” a sickness that is sure to ruin someone’s life. At first, it is clear that he is talking about a physical sickness that he has gotten, but as the story progresses we see that he is talking about a figurative sickness. “There is not a Negro alive who does not have this rage in his blood, one has the choice, merely living with it consciously or surrendering to it.” As the story goes on, Baldwin describes how his “sickness” had destroyed his mental ability to stop …show more content…
He wants the waitress to feel the way that she thinks she feels when she sees a black man, that if there is going to be a stereotype, then he is going to act the way the stereotype says he is going to. This is shown by Baldwin’s mature and matter of fact word choice. And finally “…that my life, my real life, was in danger, and not from anything other people might do but from the hatred I carried in my own heart.” The last sentence of this essay describes that his temper is what is his true problem. Regardless of how harsh and horrible racism was, his life would not be harmed on account of others, but by the way he handles his own thoughts, and temper. This shows just how emotional and relatable all these emotions can