I don't think there is anyone out there who can see what I see. I try to find the meaning of all my emptiness, but no matter how hard I try there is never any meaning of it. I am now far away from everyone and everything, I am surrounded by the sky. I still feel as though nothing has changed, I still find myself alone.
Hi my name is John Barton. Why am I here? I don’t actually know the reason for it. I don’t think any of us do. In all reality do we actually need a reason? They may not even be an answer. Does this matter? There isn’t really any solution to this anyway. I had no drive to try and figure it out.
Basically most of my life I have felt as though everyone around me has misunderstood me. My mum and dad didn't really pay any attention …show more content…
I mean he want to become a mechanic. Surely Josie is way above that. You don’t see and barristers married to mechanics now do you and I don’t think he treats the way she deserves to be treated. I don’t like the way he speaks to her It’s awful. I wish I could understand why she likes him so much and what she sees in him. I hope she ends up dumping him, she deserves someone better. But at least she knows what she wants out of life, unlike me.
Honestly, I don’t know what I even want out of life. The one thing I do know is that I am never going to end up to be like my father that's for sure, but I’m never going to be anything else either. I never really thought about it but i’ve known for a long time I was going to die. It seems like forever that i’ve wanted to. The weight that I have to carry constantly on my shoulders and the pressure that my father put me under is too difficult. I'm tired of this heavy burden weighing down on me
All I want is to be free. However, I know that my freedom will affect the others around me, so I’m sorry. I want to do the right thing by everyone, but everyone wants something different from me. I can’t make everyone happy, especially not myself. this is what I must do. So thank you, Thank you for letting me
Hi my name is John Barton. Why am I here? I don’t actually know the reason for it. I don’t think any of us do. In all reality do we actually need a reason? They may not even be an answer. Does this matter? There isn’t really any solution to this anyway. I had no drive to try and figure it out.
Basically most of my life I have felt as though everyone around me has misunderstood me. My mum and dad didn't really pay any attention …show more content…
I mean he want to become a mechanic. Surely Josie is way above that. You don’t see and barristers married to mechanics now do you and I don’t think he treats the way she deserves to be treated. I don’t like the way he speaks to her It’s awful. I wish I could understand why she likes him so much and what she sees in him. I hope she ends up dumping him, she deserves someone better. But at least she knows what she wants out of life, unlike me.
Honestly, I don’t know what I even want out of life. The one thing I do know is that I am never going to end up to be like my father that's for sure, but I’m never going to be anything else either. I never really thought about it but i’ve known for a long time I was going to die. It seems like forever that i’ve wanted to. The weight that I have to carry constantly on my shoulders and the pressure that my father put me under is too difficult. I'm tired of this heavy burden weighing down on me
All I want is to be free. However, I know that my freedom will affect the others around me, so I’m sorry. I want to do the right thing by everyone, but everyone wants something different from me. I can’t make everyone happy, especially not myself. this is what I must do. So thank you, Thank you for letting me