This shows the stark transformation from the once daydreaming and lax Lieutenant Cross.Throughout and before the war, the author Tim OBrien has made many decisions under the influence of shame and guilt. The moral dilemma that Tim OBrien faced before going out to war is also caused by shame and guilt. Tim OBrien, reluctant to go to war, feels guilty about participating in a war he was against - one that he advocated against in college. The fact that he was highly against the war was apparent in his decision to initially (almost) run away from home and cross the Canadian border in hopes to evade being drafted to war. On the verge of dodging the draft notice, Tim OBrien realizes that in doing so, he would be shaming his country and his family, and he would be seen as a coward by his community, which was something that he did not want. All those eyes on me-the town, the whole universe-and I couldnt risk the embarrassment (57). Tim OBriens decision to go to war was not because of love for the country like some soldiers might have, but because of
This shows the stark transformation from the once daydreaming and lax Lieutenant Cross.Throughout and before the war, the author Tim OBrien has made many decisions under the influence of shame and guilt. The moral dilemma that Tim OBrien faced before going out to war is also caused by shame and guilt. Tim OBrien, reluctant to go to war, feels guilty about participating in a war he was against - one that he advocated against in college. The fact that he was highly against the war was apparent in his decision to initially (almost) run away from home and cross the Canadian border in hopes to evade being drafted to war. On the verge of dodging the draft notice, Tim OBrien realizes that in doing so, he would be shaming his country and his family, and he would be seen as a coward by his community, which was something that he did not want. All those eyes on me-the town, the whole universe-and I couldnt risk the embarrassment (57). Tim OBriens decision to go to war was not because of love for the country like some soldiers might have, but because of