Instead of confronting Gil, she decides to start toying with him and using his insecurities to manipulate him. When Gil reads the diary, he discovers the fake entry and stirred him into an outrage. Most couples would sit down and discuss the problem one side had with the other reading their diary, but Irene seems to get a sort of “high” when she tricks Gil through her diary. Irene writes in her blue notebook, “With the same shame I feel when I imagine your reading my diary, I admit at times I find this thrilling.” (Erdrich, pg.50). This quote shows that even though she knows that she should be embarrassed about him reading her diary and ashamed that she is leading him on, she feels excited at the thought. This proves that their relationship is dangerous because the act of him reading her diary, has brought out the worst in Irene and is making her want to continue feeling that sense of “high” or thrill. The act of him reading her diary, is one of the greatest examples that show how bad their codependent relationship
Instead of confronting Gil, she decides to start toying with him and using his insecurities to manipulate him. When Gil reads the diary, he discovers the fake entry and stirred him into an outrage. Most couples would sit down and discuss the problem one side had with the other reading their diary, but Irene seems to get a sort of “high” when she tricks Gil through her diary. Irene writes in her blue notebook, “With the same shame I feel when I imagine your reading my diary, I admit at times I find this thrilling.” (Erdrich, pg.50). This quote shows that even though she knows that she should be embarrassed about him reading her diary and ashamed that she is leading him on, she feels excited at the thought. This proves that their relationship is dangerous because the act of him reading her diary, has brought out the worst in Irene and is making her want to continue feeling that sense of “high” or thrill. The act of him reading her diary, is one of the greatest examples that show how bad their codependent relationship