The afflictions that had evolved into a staple harrier are finally taking their long overdue leave. Their presence, although corrosive, was entirely less overwhelming than I initially expected, but as the clock ticked away, so did my will. I spiraled downwards- falling towards patterns of habitual brooding and self-induced isolation.
Solitude was in large, a product of the self. The continual turns towards the smoother road were also the turns that took me further from the brothers that I felt ostracized by. I don’t blame them for my feelings of isolation; I did myself no favors. But, I can’t hide the qualms that lie underneath my refusal to fault them. There were times, and still are times, when I wonder if they allow themselves one moment
Solitude was in large, a product of the self. The continual turns towards the smoother road were also the turns that took me further from the brothers that I felt ostracized by. I don’t blame them for my feelings of isolation; I did myself no favors. But, I can’t hide the qualms that lie underneath my refusal to fault them. There were times, and still are times, when I wonder if they allow themselves one moment