One example is when she has to send Aziza to the orphanage in order for both of her children to have food and shelter, for Rasheed and Laila could not provide for both children. When Rasheed tells Laila that Aziza has to go to the orphanage, “Laila sat on the floor… not speaking and stone-faced, her hair hanging around her face” (313). This is one occurrence of Laila having mental anguish, and another time she experienced it is after Mariam killed Rasheed. She was unsure of what to tell Zalmai and “when Laila went to bed, her mind was muffled up, clouded, incapable of sustained rational thought” (356). Laila wanted Mariam to leave with them, but Mariam knew that she would get caught. At the time of Mariam telling Laila that she could not go with them, “Laila could find no reasonable answer for anything Mariam said… she rambled on anyway, incoherently, childishly” (358). She experiences mental distress for her kids when she had to let Mariam go. She knew she had to protect her children, even if it meant physically “sacrificing”
One example is when she has to send Aziza to the orphanage in order for both of her children to have food and shelter, for Rasheed and Laila could not provide for both children. When Rasheed tells Laila that Aziza has to go to the orphanage, “Laila sat on the floor… not speaking and stone-faced, her hair hanging around her face” (313). This is one occurrence of Laila having mental anguish, and another time she experienced it is after Mariam killed Rasheed. She was unsure of what to tell Zalmai and “when Laila went to bed, her mind was muffled up, clouded, incapable of sustained rational thought” (356). Laila wanted Mariam to leave with them, but Mariam knew that she would get caught. At the time of Mariam telling Laila that she could not go with them, “Laila could find no reasonable answer for anything Mariam said… she rambled on anyway, incoherently, childishly” (358). She experiences mental distress for her kids when she had to let Mariam go. She knew she had to protect her children, even if it meant physically “sacrificing”