In “ORPHANS” Lonely beginnings reveal how parents shape a child brain, Ruckel was left at the hospital when he was born, At the age of 3 he was sent to orphanage, He was beating and neglected he was bored in the place he stayed at. At the age of 11 he was adopted by an American family and move to San Diego. Ruckel wrote a book about his experience, he was 6 months old, he got polio. Ruckel was 5 or 6, his surrogate seconds mother was electrocuted trying to heat bath water for the children in her care. He had a lot of conflict with his adoptive parents, But Ruckel say it wasn’t their fault. Ruckel feelings became increasingly intense, He felt to the point where he can feel his heart is turning black. But at the same time he been raised up at
