11/03/16
I sit up in bed, I’m thinking of Joey once again, feeling sorry for myself that I can only think about him. I've blocked out every memory of brandon and how much I liked him. It's not the first time I've thought about him at night, thoughts run through my head erging me to text him. After a while I realise there is no point, but check my phone any to see how long i have until dawn, where I can then listen to music, comparing the lyrics to my relationship with Joey. Sometimes I want to cry about how much I love him, when I check my phone I find emma calling me. Me and her were going to the cinema with joey the next day, I phone her back to find out that joey was planning to kiss me, do I let him, well I love him but is that a good …show more content…
I’ve kissed a boy before but we had known each other for 4 years before we got together, where as me and joey have known each other for 7 months and only briefly before we got together. It doesn't help my last kiss was not, let say romantic, because it was behind a shed in our school where anyone could’ve seen us, we were right by a teacher's window. I love Joey more than anything in the world, maybe i should let him, if I don't maybe we will split up, which i really don’t want. If I lost joey I think I’d go back to panic attacks and depression. He has made my world a lot brighter, I don't know what I’d be like without him right next to me, where he belongs. It kills me that I don't want to admit I like him. At first I didn't think it was going to work out between us, but i am so so so glad it did. Today me and joey have been going out for a week, today he was there for me when a ball hit me and the face and i was pouring out with blood from my nose. He wasn’t still watching the game, he was right there for me every single moment i …show more content…
Sometimes I wish we could just be together without getting judged for it. Without Emma, one of my other friends, we never would have got together so I’d like to thank her soooo soooooo much for that. Emma and Kayleigh are like sisters to me, I’ve known Kayleigh for 6 years and we are still close. Emma and I are in all the same classes, so we have got used to protecting each other like sisters would. Now Joey is here as well, I feel like I have everyone I need in my life, it will probably change over the years but I’ll love them all anyway. Joey is my soulmate, without him I would have lost my other
I sit up in bed, I’m thinking of Joey once again, feeling sorry for myself that I can only think about him. I've blocked out every memory of brandon and how much I liked him. It's not the first time I've thought about him at night, thoughts run through my head erging me to text him. After a while I realise there is no point, but check my phone any to see how long i have until dawn, where I can then listen to music, comparing the lyrics to my relationship with Joey. Sometimes I want to cry about how much I love him, when I check my phone I find emma calling me. Me and her were going to the cinema with joey the next day, I phone her back to find out that joey was planning to kiss me, do I let him, well I love him but is that a good …show more content…
I’ve kissed a boy before but we had known each other for 4 years before we got together, where as me and joey have known each other for 7 months and only briefly before we got together. It doesn't help my last kiss was not, let say romantic, because it was behind a shed in our school where anyone could’ve seen us, we were right by a teacher's window. I love Joey more than anything in the world, maybe i should let him, if I don't maybe we will split up, which i really don’t want. If I lost joey I think I’d go back to panic attacks and depression. He has made my world a lot brighter, I don't know what I’d be like without him right next to me, where he belongs. It kills me that I don't want to admit I like him. At first I didn't think it was going to work out between us, but i am so so so glad it did. Today me and joey have been going out for a week, today he was there for me when a ball hit me and the face and i was pouring out with blood from my nose. He wasn’t still watching the game, he was right there for me every single moment i …show more content…
Sometimes I wish we could just be together without getting judged for it. Without Emma, one of my other friends, we never would have got together so I’d like to thank her soooo soooooo much for that. Emma and Kayleigh are like sisters to me, I’ve known Kayleigh for 6 years and we are still close. Emma and I are in all the same classes, so we have got used to protecting each other like sisters would. Now Joey is here as well, I feel like I have everyone I need in my life, it will probably change over the years but I’ll love them all anyway. Joey is my soulmate, without him I would have lost my other