This is shown when she states, “I pick my poison and it's you/nothing could kill me like you do” (8-9). This shows how even though the singer understands that the relationship she is in is toxic, she still craves the other person so desperately that she is willing to risk her life. Furthermore, people who are in these situations are “compulsively pursuing reward and/or relief” (Smith 1). When going through these emotions the person can’t help what they feel and if they enjoy that feeling then they continue to stay in the same place that they are in. Even though the relationship that the narrator is in can cause harm to herself she chooses to stay. The cause of this is because “addiction gradually becomes the sole condition of existence” (Kwee 222). The song shows how the narrator becomes completely fixated on this one person. Thus, it gradually takes control of her
This is shown when she states, “I pick my poison and it's you/nothing could kill me like you do” (8-9). This shows how even though the singer understands that the relationship she is in is toxic, she still craves the other person so desperately that she is willing to risk her life. Furthermore, people who are in these situations are “compulsively pursuing reward and/or relief” (Smith 1). When going through these emotions the person can’t help what they feel and if they enjoy that feeling then they continue to stay in the same place that they are in. Even though the relationship that the narrator is in can cause harm to herself she chooses to stay. The cause of this is because “addiction gradually becomes the sole condition of existence” (Kwee 222). The song shows how the narrator becomes completely fixated on this one person. Thus, it gradually takes control of her