To this day, I do not know why I attempted to cry like those shaking kids next to me. I felt the need to act like those around me who found God through the coarse, abrasive dictation of the …show more content…
At that time, everything seemed very true – of course, my existence began through God and I was born with sin. This kind of Catholic education continued till seventh grade, even when I had returned to the States. Although not baptized and, still, a “Christian” like my parents, I had fully immersed into the Catholic community, knowledgeable of Catholics’ way of practices inside out. It was only when I transferred to a Christian school when I realized I wanted to become fully involved with Christianity. There were no particular reasons as to why I wanted to become a devout Christian. Driving force to follow God was from the need to assimilate with those around me and cope with not living with my parents. The twelve years old I thought I could find peace and warmth in God that I was missing from my parents who were constantly traveling. By then, I no longer was a dependent only child; I chose my own religion, home, and