M. was (guiding) me through the process, and continually praying for me, during our conversation by phone or in person we would pray together. It appeared that due to my conflict with the church, that was my struggle. I didn’t know the answers and would look to her for the answer, however she always said to follow my heart cause the answer was already there. (Lartey, 2003) Being hurt by the church and pastors makes you feel unprepared, not ready, and perhaps not called to ministry in the first place. Some of the women in ministry who had already walked the road of hard knock were not willing to give you a hand, which from my perspective I saw ministry as a very hard an unfamiliar place, since I hailed from the African Methodist Episcopal tradition to the Baptist world that was an even harder
M. was (guiding) me through the process, and continually praying for me, during our conversation by phone or in person we would pray together. It appeared that due to my conflict with the church, that was my struggle. I didn’t know the answers and would look to her for the answer, however she always said to follow my heart cause the answer was already there. (Lartey, 2003) Being hurt by the church and pastors makes you feel unprepared, not ready, and perhaps not called to ministry in the first place. Some of the women in ministry who had already walked the road of hard knock were not willing to give you a hand, which from my perspective I saw ministry as a very hard an unfamiliar place, since I hailed from the African Methodist Episcopal tradition to the Baptist world that was an even harder