After the Underground Man spots the five rouble note he gave to Liza crumpled up in his room, he throws on whatever he can and dashes out the door into the snowy winter night only to find Liza is gone. Later that night he says to himself, “Never had I endured such suffering and remorse, yet could there have been the faintest doubt when I ran out from my lodging that I should turn back half-way”(Dostoevsky,165). The Underground Man experiences the sensation during the act of throwing his stuff on and running out the door. If Liza were to actually be outside when he opened the door, I think he would have changed his mind and told her to leave. This is yet another example we see that supports the idea of the repetition compulsion the Underground Man has relating to not following through on outlandish
After the Underground Man spots the five rouble note he gave to Liza crumpled up in his room, he throws on whatever he can and dashes out the door into the snowy winter night only to find Liza is gone. Later that night he says to himself, “Never had I endured such suffering and remorse, yet could there have been the faintest doubt when I ran out from my lodging that I should turn back half-way”(Dostoevsky,165). The Underground Man experiences the sensation during the act of throwing his stuff on and running out the door. If Liza were to actually be outside when he opened the door, I think he would have changed his mind and told her to leave. This is yet another example we see that supports the idea of the repetition compulsion the Underground Man has relating to not following through on outlandish