Sadly, I have a strong relationship with illness my father was severely injured. The past three months I have built a strong relationship with illness in results of his injury. This is one of the most unpleasant relationships in my life. This relationship is strong but it only takes energy from me this relationship rarely gives back. This relationship has taken my father’s presence around us it took our rock it broke us apart. This illness has made my family incomplete. This relationship has made my family economically unstable. I have lost my peace I constantly worry about my father’s health and about how my family is going to make it through with my part time pay check. My father’s illness is taken my focus on school. The only thing this relationship has given to me was easing my dad’s pain. This has permitted me to be able to see his eyes open and the given him the ability mouth I love …show more content…
This gave me an insight on questions I been having to a certain extent. The relationship I have built with God has energy both ways, the relationship is an inconsistent relationship. At the begging of my father’s accident I cried like a little girl asking him to let my father live. Eventually I was thankful and hopeful after giving my father a second opportunity to live. With time after seeing the results I became angry and I questioned him saying what did my dad do to deserve this. After so much reflection I could not understand why was it that my dad had to get his right leg amputated. I question why is it that my dad has to go through so much pain. The anger built up more when I see my father in the hospital bed bleeding like a slaughtered animal were his blood is all over the floor. The fact that I have this relationship with God has helped me and given me an insight of the great miracles he does and why he permits certain things. God has the perfect timing for everything. Before my father’s accident I always questioned God why innocent children died or suffered greatly when they did not deserve it. God is in the process of answering this question by putting my father one of the nicest greatest man in this situation. God will show me a light and how he does things for the better and that he has a plan for everything and