I would also hold a special place for motels because of the romantic times we had in them. I may even think about my time as a mother and how that has changed, not only my relationship with my husband, but also my relationship with myself. I would acknowledge the insecurities that come with the body-changing power of pregnancy and how my opinions of myself may have changed. I would also acknowledge the feelings of inadequacy and doubt that come from having a bisexual husband. I would wonder if I was enough for him when it came to our sex life. I would also think about how I feel when it comes to sex. It seems as if I am not satisfied and I am craving that attention from my partner. I would almost feel like everyone else around me, including my husband, is being fulfilled while I’m not. I may even think back to my childhood and wonder if there are possible traumas or feelings of abandonment that I still need to deal with. Most of all, I would be thankful that this dream is pointing me to things I need to think about and discuss with my husband in order to make feel like a happier version of …show more content…
Stinley, Deborah O. Norris, & Pamela S. Hinds, 2015). This article was of great interest to me because I suffer from Fibromyalgia, which causes chronic pain. While the article says it focuses on acute pain, the idea of the mandala making process easing pain intrigued me. While I wasn’t focused on my body comfort during the creation of my mandalas, I don’t recall feeling much pain during that time frame. This piqued my interest and made me want to learn more. While this was a small study, being only 40 participants, the process of mandala creation showed to have positive results. The scientists used recorded heart rate and blood oxygen saturation levels, as well as a pain scale, to measure whether or not the mandala had any effect on the pain levels the patients experienced. The control group were left to wait in a waiting room with only a tv as distraction, then they had blood drawn. The treatment group was given an iPad, where they used an app to create mandalas, and then they had blood