No i'm not.
I'm not even ghetto.
At least I try not be. I put on a this persona that’s the girl next door. Im loud,happy and I care about everyone. I am very respectful,but punctual and blunt all at the same time. I have no clue what I really act like because I am so used to this person. I may …show more content…
I wanted everyone to know that I was this rich,stuck-up,mean bastard. I’m not. I wanted everyone to think that though. I told everyone that i was really rich and that dad knew all these big shots and that I was a princess of this small town in Romania. Like I said before, the human brain is very easy to trick. Especially, whenever you are only 11 or 12. I guess when I told people that I was a Romanian princess they forgot that I was black. My dad works very hard and we aren’t struggle what's so ever I was just over doing how rich we actually were. I was a child.I had no clue what I was doing wrong. Anyways, I got alot of friends and I loved it. People’s acceptance was my drug. I was addicted to it. I didn’t want to stop. So I didn’t. But I had to. My heart was telling me to stop. I didn’t listen of course. Until, I found a really good group of friends that I was able to kinda act like myself and they were chill. That's when I realized that I needed to surround myself with people with people that make me take off my mask and that i’m kinda myself