Unfortunately, because of Pharaoh’s cruel treatment to the children of Israel and the heinous act of killing the Israelites firstborns, he would have to endure his firstborn being killed. As well as, everyone other Egyptian household, would have to endure the same suffering (Exodus 7-12). This final blow of left Pharaoh grief stricken due to the death of his firstborn son, and lead to the deliverance of the children of Israel; which is known as the Exodus.
I remember a desperate time in my life when death would visit my mind frequently. My husband was sucking the life out me, and I would think to myself, I rather die or run away rather than to deal with this pain. I knew thoughts like this were not right, but I was so miserable. Frequently, I would tell myself the feelings, I feel are not right. The way my husband would treat me was not right. I stopped fighting to get out of situation, and began to isolate myself from my friends and family, so they would not catch wind of what was truly going on in my house. I began to think this must be my punishment