In the first chapter, you realize how scared Henry is. “As his imagination went forward to a fight, he saw hideous possibilities.” He spends most of the first half of the book describing his emotions and how he feels about going into battle. Henry, like most of the men, is wildly unprepared for the lifestyle of war, the hurry-up and wait, the anxiety, and the self-doubt. Henry is terrified that he will go into war and run away, or even …show more content…
He returns to camp and lies to his fellow soldiers, instead telling them a tale about how he sneakily and heroically retreated with his injury. “His self-pride was now entirely restored… and since nothing could now be discovered he did not shrink from an encounter with the eyes of judges, and allowed no thoughts of his own to keep him from an attitude of manfulness. He had performed his mistakes in the dark, so he was still a man.” He feels that if no one knows about his cowardly action, then it is like it never happened at all.
Throughout The Red Badge of Courage the idea of heroism is questioned. All Henry wants is glory and the title of a hero. He is not ready, like almost all others in the war, to do what it takes to achieve that. So many men of Henry’s time were led to believe that war heroism was simple and they could walk home with countless exciting tales of heroic deeds. After joining, the realize how scary it is. I think people question the definition of heroism all the time, in today’s world, we still question it all the