Raskolnikov's initial dream of being a child and watching a mare beaten to death shows him feeling helpless as he watches the cruelties of the world take place. His father and crowd represent his conflict over the detachment that his surrounding seem to dictate of him and his wanting for justice as a kid. In analyzing this dream are …show more content…
His friend Razumikhin mentions that there is something weighing him down and it's what is perhaps working in his mind that is what worries Razumikhin;“You know, he has something on his mind!…Something immovable, weighing him down...That is decidedly what I am very much afraid of.” (130).Tolstoy mentions that Raskolinkov was “not living in real life, rather he was acting like a machine” (487). He is constantly torn between his thoughts and reality, so feeling frustrated of this he settles to kill her as an act of his asseriveness over reality, a way to release an inner