I honestly thought I was not going to make it through the summer or college. You guys putting up with me and being nice to me made me feel a lot better about my life in many ways. Which brings me back to the quote of mine. You guys have pretty much saved me from an immediate suicide (I don’t think I have the balls for that), or a prolonged suicide as I would’ve slowly killed myself over time with depression and unhealthy habits. I am trying to say that you guys are both smart and great kids, and the people around you love you more than you know. You guys are doing great and you are contributing to the world no matter how much it all seems meaningless. I know you may not believe me, but you guys have saved me to a large degree just by being yourselves. I am the happiest I’ve been in a long time even though I like to bitch every now and then. You guys have helped me and everyone around you more than you know. You are both going to go on to have more freedom and fun with your future careers no matter what they are. You are going to meet new people, and do great things no matter how large. The world is tough, but whatever happens I am always willing to help you guys no matter what happens to you guys. I owe you guys more than you think you owe me at least in my eyes, so please never be afraid to ask for my help or time. I am always here despite being on a college schedule, but yeah that’s all I got. I really am convinced that dying is a better fate than being alive knowing that you guys are gone, so please don’t ever give up. The world needs good people, and you guys are better than 99% of the human race despite whatever mistakes you have made. Well fuck it! That’s all I got now smile
I honestly thought I was not going to make it through the summer or college. You guys putting up with me and being nice to me made me feel a lot better about my life in many ways. Which brings me back to the quote of mine. You guys have pretty much saved me from an immediate suicide (I don’t think I have the balls for that), or a prolonged suicide as I would’ve slowly killed myself over time with depression and unhealthy habits. I am trying to say that you guys are both smart and great kids, and the people around you love you more than you know. You guys are doing great and you are contributing to the world no matter how much it all seems meaningless. I know you may not believe me, but you guys have saved me to a large degree just by being yourselves. I am the happiest I’ve been in a long time even though I like to bitch every now and then. You guys have helped me and everyone around you more than you know. You are both going to go on to have more freedom and fun with your future careers no matter what they are. You are going to meet new people, and do great things no matter how large. The world is tough, but whatever happens I am always willing to help you guys no matter what happens to you guys. I owe you guys more than you think you owe me at least in my eyes, so please never be afraid to ask for my help or time. I am always here despite being on a college schedule, but yeah that’s all I got. I really am convinced that dying is a better fate than being alive knowing that you guys are gone, so please don’t ever give up. The world needs good people, and you guys are better than 99% of the human race despite whatever mistakes you have made. Well fuck it! That’s all I got now smile