These are the qualities that I feel I express as individual: passion, trust, loyalty, energy, joy, happiness, enthusiasm, creativity and gratitude. I also possess some not so good qualities: criticism, defensiveness, extreme introspection, and sensitivity.
As I seek to understand why I get so critical at times, I reflect on a question that Narayani asked, “Are you an empath?”
“Well, I am empathetic, if that is what you mean.”
I have never studied the term ‘empath’ as a state of being or genetic trait. I did think of being empathetic as part of my spirituality.
Through these lens, I now understand what I was to learn through my jury summoning experience. I had offered up the question to the universe, why now and what am I to know as a result? …show more content…
Ha Ha
Sleep quality is very important to me and I became defensive and said that I had been sleeping very well most of the time, when was the last time he could recall that I hadn’t? I didn’t want to argue with him or wake him further, so I left the room to try to sleep in another bed. It worked thankfully.
I woke a bit too early for my liking with this thought: I know why I am upset over the jury selection. I processed the fact that I said I was an avid reader and decided that the states attorney thought that must mean novels, which I rarely read. I love to learn and read mostly non-fiction relating to human consciousness, healing, herbs, and quantum activities. She thought I was flakey. Why didn’t I say, “I am a student of humanity and an avid reader of non- fiction?” Why didn't I say, "I have years of experience." That is the truth of the matter. Oh woe to sensitive me, what a weakness I am feeling. This is not who I desire to be. As I sat down to breakfast, I kissed Bob and told him I was too sensitive and it left me being critical. I don’t like that in me, I told
As I seek to understand why I get so critical at times, I reflect on a question that Narayani asked, “Are you an empath?”
“Well, I am empathetic, if that is what you mean.”
I have never studied the term ‘empath’ as a state of being or genetic trait. I did think of being empathetic as part of my spirituality.
Through these lens, I now understand what I was to learn through my jury summoning experience. I had offered up the question to the universe, why now and what am I to know as a result? …show more content…
Ha Ha
Sleep quality is very important to me and I became defensive and said that I had been sleeping very well most of the time, when was the last time he could recall that I hadn’t? I didn’t want to argue with him or wake him further, so I left the room to try to sleep in another bed. It worked thankfully.
I woke a bit too early for my liking with this thought: I know why I am upset over the jury selection. I processed the fact that I said I was an avid reader and decided that the states attorney thought that must mean novels, which I rarely read. I love to learn and read mostly non-fiction relating to human consciousness, healing, herbs, and quantum activities. She thought I was flakey. Why didn’t I say, “I am a student of humanity and an avid reader of non- fiction?” Why didn't I say, "I have years of experience." That is the truth of the matter. Oh woe to sensitive me, what a weakness I am feeling. This is not who I desire to be. As I sat down to breakfast, I kissed Bob and told him I was too sensitive and it left me being critical. I don’t like that in me, I told