About halfway to the bathroom, I sort of started pretending I had a bullet in my guts… What I’d do, I’d walk down a few floors- holding onto my guts, blood leaking all over the place…As soon as old Maurice opened the doors, he’d see me with the automatic in my hand and he’d start screaming at me, in this very high-pitched, yellow-belly voice, to leave him alone. But I’d plug him anyway. Six shots right through his fat hairy belly.” (Salinger 56) As demonstrated in the quotes above, Holden clearly has serious mental issues. He imagines killing himself or being killed many times throughout the novel, a popular symptom of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, also known as PTSD. PTSD has three main stages, each of which Holden clearly goes through throughout his life. The first stage is called the Impact Phase. This phase begins immediately after the traumatic incident occurs. A person going through this stage “... may be manifested by… standing in harm’s way, or wandering aimlessly, seemingly out of touch with their surroundings” (“PTSD: National Center for PTSD.”) The night of Holden’s brother, Allie’s, death, Holden broke all of the windows in his garage, and was sent to the hospital. This shows that Holden put himself in harm’s way
About halfway to the bathroom, I sort of started pretending I had a bullet in my guts… What I’d do, I’d walk down a few floors- holding onto my guts, blood leaking all over the place…As soon as old Maurice opened the doors, he’d see me with the automatic in my hand and he’d start screaming at me, in this very high-pitched, yellow-belly voice, to leave him alone. But I’d plug him anyway. Six shots right through his fat hairy belly.” (Salinger 56) As demonstrated in the quotes above, Holden clearly has serious mental issues. He imagines killing himself or being killed many times throughout the novel, a popular symptom of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, also known as PTSD. PTSD has three main stages, each of which Holden clearly goes through throughout his life. The first stage is called the Impact Phase. This phase begins immediately after the traumatic incident occurs. A person going through this stage “... may be manifested by… standing in harm’s way, or wandering aimlessly, seemingly out of touch with their surroundings” (“PTSD: National Center for PTSD.”) The night of Holden’s brother, Allie’s, death, Holden broke all of the windows in his garage, and was sent to the hospital. This shows that Holden put himself in harm’s way