I look back to the past and see a sad little girl, filled with darkness from everything that has happened to me within the years of living. I was born to a mother Marnie Lynn Knight …show more content…
However that all changed when I met my boyfriend, he never gave up on me no matter what I did or what I said. I tried to jeopardize our relationship because I felt that, if I ended it before he did when I actually fell for him that it would be easier. I couldn 't get rid of him, he always came back the next day and told me how much he loved me, I self harmed less, and had less suicide thoughts. When I found out I was pregnant, with the person I know I love and I know I will marry, I knew this would be my new beginning.
My life has changed, and I have become a happier person, a better person at that. I took it upon myself to change, yes for me, but also for my boyfriend and my soon to be child. I realized that even though I have gone through all the tough stuff I have been through, I still deserve to be loved, and I am loved. I have learned that, my past does not define who I am, it does not determine who I become. My past, my past is responsible for making me stronger, making we want to change and not let it become who I am. It has taught me, if you hang on for just a little bit longer that things will turn out to be