A story I never told you... My sweet, sweet lover, Anton!
Okay, I wrote this the night I knew that you loved me more than anything. It's not that you don't show it, but it does take time to get processed and the entirety of it can be overwhelming. I love you and I'd do anything for you as well. I want to do things for you that I won't typically do for others. :* I love you, honey. :") Today was just different because when you told me that you love me, it was the only moment when I fully understood what it meant. Love is a crazy thing and being loved by you, my Mr. Right or my Mr. Perfect, well it’s just so crazy knowing and feeling that I can do everything because you love me. The story I never told you is that I collect your sleeping pictures. I just love seeing you sleep and so relaxed. I love the idea that you're that comfortable with …show more content…
It was really selfish of me to think that you’d only like me. That was the moment I knew I loved you and admitted it to myself. I kept missing you and thinking to myself, I can’t wait to show this to Anton, but I had to stop myself because I knew you liked someone else. It was really hard trying to stop thinking about you, but I knew you had to move on. I loved you back then and I will love you always. I just want you to be content, I just hope you found a home in me. Falling in love with you may not be the sweetest story ever told, but being in love with you is. Those simple morning messages get to me everyday and I say to myself, I can’t possibly be this lucky. But I guess I am. Being in love with you is like being high, but staying sober and grounded. You have that ability to calm me down. Just seeing you and talking to you makes me the most “sedated” person ever. I’m not so sure if I told you how it feels like to be in love with you, but if you’re curious, maybe I’d tell you next time.
Okay, I wrote this the night I knew that you loved me more than anything. It's not that you don't show it, but it does take time to get processed and the entirety of it can be overwhelming. I love you and I'd do anything for you as well. I want to do things for you that I won't typically do for others. :* I love you, honey. :") Today was just different because when you told me that you love me, it was the only moment when I fully understood what it meant. Love is a crazy thing and being loved by you, my Mr. Right or my Mr. Perfect, well it’s just so crazy knowing and feeling that I can do everything because you love me. The story I never told you is that I collect your sleeping pictures. I just love seeing you sleep and so relaxed. I love the idea that you're that comfortable with …show more content…
It was really selfish of me to think that you’d only like me. That was the moment I knew I loved you and admitted it to myself. I kept missing you and thinking to myself, I can’t wait to show this to Anton, but I had to stop myself because I knew you liked someone else. It was really hard trying to stop thinking about you, but I knew you had to move on. I loved you back then and I will love you always. I just want you to be content, I just hope you found a home in me. Falling in love with you may not be the sweetest story ever told, but being in love with you is. Those simple morning messages get to me everyday and I say to myself, I can’t possibly be this lucky. But I guess I am. Being in love with you is like being high, but staying sober and grounded. You have that ability to calm me down. Just seeing you and talking to you makes me the most “sedated” person ever. I’m not so sure if I told you how it feels like to be in love with you, but if you’re curious, maybe I’d tell you next time.