To start off with, at first you are not sure of which moral and spiritual path suits you the best. You might think you know which one is best for you but it is gonna be like a trial and error thing. If you try your first option and realize that is not the best for you, you go and try your second option until you find a moral and spiritual path that is best suited for you. Once you find a moral and spiritual path that seems to fit you the best other people around you may not want you to choose that particular moral and spiritual path so they will do everything they can to make sure you do not choose that moral and spiritual
To start off with, at first you are not sure of which moral and spiritual path suits you the best. You might think you know which one is best for you but it is gonna be like a trial and error thing. If you try your first option and realize that is not the best for you, you go and try your second option until you find a moral and spiritual path that is best suited for you. Once you find a moral and spiritual path that seems to fit you the best other people around you may not want you to choose that particular moral and spiritual path so they will do everything they can to make sure you do not choose that moral and spiritual