The open scene, for me, was a pleasant surprise and reminder of my abilities. During the last performance, I let go of my anxieties and allowed myself to go with the flow, giving into the character and the circumstances and it worked. As a result of that performance, I became more comfortable just living in the moment of the scene. I have even found myself improving on my ability to do that in daily life. Furthermore, I learned the value of trusting my scene partner and being okay if the scene isn't performed the same way every time. In the 4000 Miles scene, I successfully adapted some of these aspects, but lost others. In the beginning of the performance, I embraced my character better than I had in practice; I was confident and assertive like Bec. However, towards the middle of the scene, I didn't continue to connect and trust my scene partner. Although, I didn't allow my inner critic to intervene, I wasn't completely living in the given circumstances. In the second half of the semester I proved to myself what I am capable of in terms of being flexible in the scene and not allowing my inner-critic to dominate my
The open scene, for me, was a pleasant surprise and reminder of my abilities. During the last performance, I let go of my anxieties and allowed myself to go with the flow, giving into the character and the circumstances and it worked. As a result of that performance, I became more comfortable just living in the moment of the scene. I have even found myself improving on my ability to do that in daily life. Furthermore, I learned the value of trusting my scene partner and being okay if the scene isn't performed the same way every time. In the 4000 Miles scene, I successfully adapted some of these aspects, but lost others. In the beginning of the performance, I embraced my character better than I had in practice; I was confident and assertive like Bec. However, towards the middle of the scene, I didn't continue to connect and trust my scene partner. Although, I didn't allow my inner critic to intervene, I wasn't completely living in the given circumstances. In the second half of the semester I proved to myself what I am capable of in terms of being flexible in the scene and not allowing my inner-critic to dominate my