This is My Most Hidden Secret
Good Morning Mom Standards! Tommie Nichole here! I said I’m gonna cry, but I’m gonna promise you complete transparency and truth. I will share to you all mt most hidden secret.
It is now 2016, and these all started a few years ago when I got my wakeup call and I realized that I have to turn my life around or I was headed for complete disaster and destruction. Sadly, it has taken me 6 years really, honestly, and I’m not gonna say I’m finished. I have to work every day, but it took me 6 years to get where I’m at now. I feel like I have some happiness and restored and pursue those things that I always dream about.
So about 2010, during my sophomore in college, I met this guy and swe really are good friends. He jumped …show more content…
Nobody was hurt.
There is a lesson behind all of these. I met a friend am not blaming her. I let her influence me instead of making my own decisions. The T-bone was on my side and all the people from the church surrounded us, I can’t go. I could just hear people talking and hear them talking like “it smells drunk,” “stupid girls,” just name it and we heard it.
I was just begging to Jesus to pull me out and I will forever turn my life around. Basically, the cop showed up and as my friend was being pulled, she throws a bag into my lap. I was like “what the hell!” Forgive me with my language but that was I really thought. When I look at the bag, it was full of weed. I never smoke a weed and I did not even know the first thing about it. Instantly, my heart stopped and I think I am gonna blacked out.
I don’t really know what happened but the first instinct I had was to hide it beside the cabby. That was what I did. I dropped the bag as far as I could and really, I don’t wanna go to jail. I never even thought of jail. All I knew was I have been drinking, partying.
Finally, a cop came to my side and he said, “Ma’am can you get out of the car?” I said, “no.” He said, “Can you drive?” And I replied, “I can’t. I am in no condition to drive.” He continued, “Thanks for your honesty. So, do you have a family member you could …show more content…
I kept this hidden for years and I share it with you. Yes, nobody is perfect and we all have these inner demons. We all have this self hates of certain things and that we have to do in our lives.
I know the topic was about “Hating Mondays.” But the point is I have to work 6 years and I thought I was living the ideal life. Going to job every day that I hated. I was thankful for it but every time I go there, I was not happy. Mind you, I was job hopping for years because I was miserable. I just keep being faithful in what God wanted me and my life to be.
To this day, I don’t have to go to a job that I hate. I can do what I love, although at times I struggled. I am doing what I know that God has put that in front of me for a reason. I do not believe I am finished.
An Inspiration
I hope this helps you in a sense to see that no matter where you’re at, what’s storm you’re in, whether you are at the bottom of the barrel and can’t get up, you just have to put that faith in God. Just hit your knees in a quiet room where no one is around and just ask God to bring and show you. Just take it one plan at a time and put one front in front of the
Good Morning Mom Standards! Tommie Nichole here! I said I’m gonna cry, but I’m gonna promise you complete transparency and truth. I will share to you all mt most hidden secret.
It is now 2016, and these all started a few years ago when I got my wakeup call and I realized that I have to turn my life around or I was headed for complete disaster and destruction. Sadly, it has taken me 6 years really, honestly, and I’m not gonna say I’m finished. I have to work every day, but it took me 6 years to get where I’m at now. I feel like I have some happiness and restored and pursue those things that I always dream about.
So about 2010, during my sophomore in college, I met this guy and swe really are good friends. He jumped …show more content…
Nobody was hurt.
There is a lesson behind all of these. I met a friend am not blaming her. I let her influence me instead of making my own decisions. The T-bone was on my side and all the people from the church surrounded us, I can’t go. I could just hear people talking and hear them talking like “it smells drunk,” “stupid girls,” just name it and we heard it.
I was just begging to Jesus to pull me out and I will forever turn my life around. Basically, the cop showed up and as my friend was being pulled, she throws a bag into my lap. I was like “what the hell!” Forgive me with my language but that was I really thought. When I look at the bag, it was full of weed. I never smoke a weed and I did not even know the first thing about it. Instantly, my heart stopped and I think I am gonna blacked out.
I don’t really know what happened but the first instinct I had was to hide it beside the cabby. That was what I did. I dropped the bag as far as I could and really, I don’t wanna go to jail. I never even thought of jail. All I knew was I have been drinking, partying.
Finally, a cop came to my side and he said, “Ma’am can you get out of the car?” I said, “no.” He said, “Can you drive?” And I replied, “I can’t. I am in no condition to drive.” He continued, “Thanks for your honesty. So, do you have a family member you could …show more content…
I kept this hidden for years and I share it with you. Yes, nobody is perfect and we all have these inner demons. We all have this self hates of certain things and that we have to do in our lives.
I know the topic was about “Hating Mondays.” But the point is I have to work 6 years and I thought I was living the ideal life. Going to job every day that I hated. I was thankful for it but every time I go there, I was not happy. Mind you, I was job hopping for years because I was miserable. I just keep being faithful in what God wanted me and my life to be.
To this day, I don’t have to go to a job that I hate. I can do what I love, although at times I struggled. I am doing what I know that God has put that in front of me for a reason. I do not believe I am finished.
An Inspiration
I hope this helps you in a sense to see that no matter where you’re at, what’s storm you’re in, whether you are at the bottom of the barrel and can’t get up, you just have to put that faith in God. Just hit your knees in a quiet room where no one is around and just ask God to bring and show you. Just take it one plan at a time and put one front in front of the