I hate the sun in summer.
It's sweaty and painful. I especially hate having to wake up early, to find my eyes tearing because of the scorching sun. It also reminds me of things I don't want to remember, like that day when I turned 18 years old.
On that day, under the bright, bright sky, I walked out without looking back. Even though things ended up like this, I don't regret my decision. After all, if I started asking myself "what if" then I would trap myself in a never-ending cycle and that sort of thinking is troublesome. That's why I refuse to allow myself to be restricted in life.
Now that I think about, it's probably this character of mine that caused me so much trouble.
After getting out the taxi (which took me an hour to find), I took a deep breath and walked up to the house that hadn't changed at all. When the door to the house opened, I took off my sunglass and looked up at the mother and father couple. "I'm back." Ahh, please don't say anything about how ridiculous I am. Even I feel like I'm an idiot. Disappearing for 5 years without barely any contact and coming back with a four years old child...calling me an idiot probably wouldn't suffice. …show more content…
When I thought she would gently pull me into her arms, she reached for the child I was holding. Of course.
"Come, come. You must have suffered, my cute grandson. Let's get you something good to eat." She said, patting the child and went inside the
It's sweaty and painful. I especially hate having to wake up early, to find my eyes tearing because of the scorching sun. It also reminds me of things I don't want to remember, like that day when I turned 18 years old.
On that day, under the bright, bright sky, I walked out without looking back. Even though things ended up like this, I don't regret my decision. After all, if I started asking myself "what if" then I would trap myself in a never-ending cycle and that sort of thinking is troublesome. That's why I refuse to allow myself to be restricted in life.
Now that I think about, it's probably this character of mine that caused me so much trouble.
After getting out the taxi (which took me an hour to find), I took a deep breath and walked up to the house that hadn't changed at all. When the door to the house opened, I took off my sunglass and looked up at the mother and father couple. "I'm back." Ahh, please don't say anything about how ridiculous I am. Even I feel like I'm an idiot. Disappearing for 5 years without barely any contact and coming back with a four years old child...calling me an idiot probably wouldn't suffice. …show more content…
When I thought she would gently pull me into her arms, she reached for the child I was holding. Of course.
"Come, come. You must have suffered, my cute grandson. Let's get you something good to eat." She said, patting the child and went inside the