I cannot begin to understand how it feels to lose a parent, especially a mother. I am very sorry you have to experience this loss of such a valuable person in your life. You are probably experiencing a range of emotions right now but just know you are not alone. Talk to your family and friends, allow yourself time to grieve instead of burying your emotions inside. It is a normal process and we all go though it at some point in our lives. There are no words that I can say that will make this difficult time any easier for you but I hope it brings you comfort to know that your mother was an incredibly special woman that encouraged others around her to be the best they could be. She had the type of personality that inspired the people around
