Yesterday, I felt like dying. I wasn’t going to actually give in, but I feel stuck between two worlds and the pressure of pleasing both is weighing down on me, personal and societal obligations not yet met. I suppose that’s why I connect to Asher Lev, a jewish boy conflicted on pursuing what he loves at the expense of his religious beliefs, or satisfying his family at the liability of his own happiness. I think everyone goes through a period of depression where nothing seems to make sense and the thought of the future is a gloomy prospect, especially innovative creators. I’m not saying I lack the energy or will to pursue an ambitious life, I am passionate about learning and creating just as Asher Lev was, but right now I need to find myself, explore what it means to have an identity, and I think that’s what Asher’s story is about.
