I had what appeared a good life being able to live at home raising my three children while attending college, but on the inside, I was lost and lonely.
My mother and first husband passed over within two-year span, remarried and found myself divorced four years later. A number one priority was to keep the lives of my children as normal as possible by putting their needs before mine. Yet I notice a cycle of being at the wrong place at the wrong time. How do I stop this? What am I missing?
I stumbled many times when asking for help through the doctors and religion. They would tell me “You are justified” or “God doesn't put on us more than we can bear.” I wanted peace from the negativity inside me and only knew one thing, "Keep seeking God answers to find lasting peace.” …show more content…
Then one day, I heard a song by Debbie Boone, “You Light Up My Life”. This song resonated within me and sang it daily. My life started changing and heard this message, “I love you and you will never feel all alone, rejected or disbelieved again. You are a Precious Jewel in My Eyes, Trust and Follow Me”. God answered my prayer, but in a Spiritual Way! My companion, friend, family member was "Jesus". He guided me to a special woman, Wilma. She taught me how to open the 'Doorway' to Him, which became my "Lifeline" to a deeper and more intimate path
My mother and first husband passed over within two-year span, remarried and found myself divorced four years later. A number one priority was to keep the lives of my children as normal as possible by putting their needs before mine. Yet I notice a cycle of being at the wrong place at the wrong time. How do I stop this? What am I missing?
I stumbled many times when asking for help through the doctors and religion. They would tell me “You are justified” or “God doesn't put on us more than we can bear.” I wanted peace from the negativity inside me and only knew one thing, "Keep seeking God answers to find lasting peace.” …show more content…
Then one day, I heard a song by Debbie Boone, “You Light Up My Life”. This song resonated within me and sang it daily. My life started changing and heard this message, “I love you and you will never feel all alone, rejected or disbelieved again. You are a Precious Jewel in My Eyes, Trust and Follow Me”. God answered my prayer, but in a Spiritual Way! My companion, friend, family member was "Jesus". He guided me to a special woman, Wilma. She taught me how to open the 'Doorway' to Him, which became my "Lifeline" to a deeper and more intimate path