As soon as I laid down, the gown was pulled out from under me, so it draped across me. The nurse and anesthesiologist hooked me up to many different things as I stared straight at the white ceiling above. I concentrated on nothing except for box breathing, using my left hand to count the breaths in and the breaths out. My teeth were grit and I was completely tense in general. The nurse tried to talk to me to calm me down, but I ignored her, just focusing on breathing. She would ask if I was okay, everytime i replied with a harsh ‘fine’. Finally they put the mask over my face, I kept staring at the ceiling and using box breathing until it all
As soon as I laid down, the gown was pulled out from under me, so it draped across me. The nurse and anesthesiologist hooked me up to many different things as I stared straight at the white ceiling above. I concentrated on nothing except for box breathing, using my left hand to count the breaths in and the breaths out. My teeth were grit and I was completely tense in general. The nurse tried to talk to me to calm me down, but I ignored her, just focusing on breathing. She would ask if I was okay, everytime i replied with a harsh ‘fine’. Finally they put the mask over my face, I kept staring at the ceiling and using box breathing until it all