Many people has gone through dramatic experiences in life that made them the person they are now. Have you ever thought about an event that happened to you and made you the person you are now? I believe i have so many times and i even question myself about why those horrible experiences happpened to me. The most significant even from my past that helped shape who i am today is when i was homeless for about a year in a half. The event that shaped me as a person in today was when i was homeless for about a year in a half. Throughtout the time i was homeless, i experience a lot of horrible experiences but those events destroyed me so many times as i was starting to let myself go and stopped believing there was any hope of getting out
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When i finally got myself away from the guy i thought was helping me, i went to my bestfriend and i depended on her since she was the only one who i had left. She moved me in into her house with her family. Yeah things got a little bit better but i was still feeling like feces because i wasn't really doing much for myself or having a better future. The constant use of drugs and the drinking still continue as it just gotten worse. When days passed, even months passed, I still felt like i wasn't complete yet. This one night i felt completely useless that i ended up overdosing on drugs. I felt like that was the only choice i was having because i wasn't able to continue trying to help myself. As hours passed, i felt like i was "whole" again but i was terribly wrong. As i was noticing that nothing was happening because my drugs use was really high that nothing happened. I went to an outpatient group since i had to do some meetings because it was mandatory for court. I went to that same meeting that same day i overdosed and i finally was able to ask for help. When i finally spoke up in needing help, that place had turned me down so i felt even worse about asking for help. When i was able to try again, my probation officer helped and got me into a good
When i finally got myself away from the guy i thought was helping me, i went to my bestfriend and i depended on her since she was the only one who i had left. She moved me in into her house with her family. Yeah things got a little bit better but i was still feeling like feces because i wasn't really doing much for myself or having a better future. The constant use of drugs and the drinking still continue as it just gotten worse. When days passed, even months passed, I still felt like i wasn't complete yet. This one night i felt completely useless that i ended up overdosing on drugs. I felt like that was the only choice i was having because i wasn't able to continue trying to help myself. As hours passed, i felt like i was "whole" again but i was terribly wrong. As i was noticing that nothing was happening because my drugs use was really high that nothing happened. I went to an outpatient group since i had to do some meetings because it was mandatory for court. I went to that same meeting that same day i overdosed and i finally was able to ask for help. When i finally spoke up in needing help, that place had turned me down so i felt even worse about asking for help. When i was able to try again, my probation officer helped and got me into a good