Personal Narrative: The Battle Between Drugs And Alcohol

Improved Essays
I had come home to that same setting so many times before. What started with a fun night out with my friends had abruptly turned into a depressing one. The living room was vacant with nobody to be heard from. I had come to know this tension so well, but never got used to it. The kitchen table held many containers empty or half-empty with leftover food of previous nights, Along with the leftovers were many bottles, ten or fifteen green glass bottles, empty of its Heineken beer. I instantaneously felt hot needles being lugged along my back side, hot flashes envelope my body; a colony of fire ants covering me. It was only then that I noticed the deafening silence, and I could not shake it off. That was when I knew I could not face this same situation again. Making my way to the staircase I noticed the lights were on in my mom’s room. It took so much energy to run upstairs, and it resulted in a heavy amount of guilt. I wanted to barge in and intervene, but I decided that I would do something about it when I heard screaming. I knew I could do …show more content…
There is no doubt that I will stop to think about this catastrophic event every now and then and be grateful for what I achieved from the worst situations. The fact that I will abstain from drugs and alcohol will be, in my perspective, my most valued trait about myself. My parents would no longer see me as their child; although, it was not an official coming of age ceremony. Because I will have to make every decision for the rest of my life, I will no longer rely on my parents for help, especially my dad. I think that every child should have the ability to rely on both parents for help whenever they need it, but that will not be the case for me. I am going to start taking more responsibilities, like an adult, because they will no longer take full responsibility of my actions from now on. In the near future, I see myself taking care of

Related Documents

  • Improved Essays

    Autobiography: Chemical substances and how they affect our brains have always fascinated me. Fortunately, I haven’t been curious enough to find out for myself firsthand, despite the struggles I’ve experienced throughout my life. I grew up in an authoritarian household with a neglectful father. My parents had a very codependent marriage, which I later adapted to my own relationships later in life. I’ve always had a lot of anxiety and depression as a child.…

    • 835 Words
    • 4 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Decent Essays

    On March 28, 2016 I attended my first AA Meeting. Not really knowing what to expect, I found that everyone was nice and very welcoming. There were people from all walks of life, from adolescence to geriatrics. Although they were all very different, they all shared a commonality, to maintain sobriety. There were no membership fees or strict guidelines to join, no judgement being placed, there was only one simple rule, to have a desire to stop drinking.…

    • 270 Words
    • 2 Pages
    Decent Essays
  • Improved Essays

    Okay, today i want to explain how i began to realize how addiction can drastically change someone 's life and how that it 's not something to take lightly. It all begin on Watson road back in the early 2000’s. Growing up my dad was either in the city of locked in my basement. I vividly remember going down stairs in the basement as a 5 year old seeing hundreds of beer cans scattered around the floor. And that to my memory is where it began.…

    • 1209 Words
    • 5 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Improved Essays

    I'm a moderate psychedelic user. I've had a large number of LSD trips at both low and high doses, a few non-breakthrough DMT experiences, one 25C-NBOMe trip, and one 20mg metocin (4-HO-MET) trip before this experience. My friend S wanted to try metocin as her first 'strong' psychedelic. She smoked weed and drank alcohol, but hasn't used any other drugs before.…

    • 752 Words
    • 4 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Improved Essays

    On the evening of October 13th, 2016, I attended my first Alcoholic Anonymous meeting. It was on the second floor of the Fayetteville VA, in the auditorium. As I ran upstairs, I bumped into a person who looked familiar, and told them so. “I was thinking the same thing,” they told me. We spoke briefly and discovered we did not know each other.…

    • 1393 Words
    • 6 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Decent Essays

    The war on drugs has become of much interest to me. My late uncle who died of a heroin overdose at such a young age has had a major impact on my life. One of the few relatives I was close to was taken from this world. This brings me to have major concerns for my children. I believe children that are exposed to drug use are much more likely to experiment and possibly develop a drug problem.…

    • 241 Words
    • 1 Pages
    Decent Essays
  • Improved Essays

    My brother, who is nineteen, is a heroin addict. For the past six years, he has dealt with the damaging effects of marijuana, depression, prescription drug, and opiate addiction. As a child, I constantly admired my brother for his personality. I envied his intelligence and adored his contagious humor. During his freshman year of high school, his personality slowly changed and soon his life was flooded with turmoil.…

    • 500 Words
    • 2 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Improved Essays

    Daelyn Sagert August 16, 2017 4th period Comp. Narrative Essay Addiction Everyone has their good and bad moments in life. During the bad, you’re usually making up for a mistake that you made during a good moment in your life. The consequences for your actions will always catch up to you eventually.…

    • 843 Words
    • 4 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Improved Essays

    Beer smells disgusting; I've hated the smell since I was 6. Weekly, my dad would come home from his construction job and spend time with his best friends Budweiser, Bud Light, and Corona. He would guzzle several beers every night. The alcohol was consuming his life, and his addiction was consuming my life too. I hated seeing my father intoxicated because he wasn't the same person drunk, for the alcohol consumed his soul as if a demon possessed him.…

    • 463 Words
    • 2 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Improved Essays

    Given that none of these drugs ever made me feel less depressed or less anxious. If anything they made my anxiety worse because it was harder for me to play the role of a “human” I would not respond to things the correct way or slowly and felt like more of a freak and that I never fit in anywhere. It also got my mother angry with me at Christmas when I never seemed to show the correct emotion for receiving a gift or gratefulness I was flat emotionally on all of these drugs. I never liked talking to people and have never felt joy in doing anything that involves people. I like animals and hearing the warm summer wind blowing through the trees and tall grasses, with the birds in background.…

    • 1506 Words
    • 7 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Decent Essays

    On Sunday, February 26, 2017, at around 11:24 pm, I, Sergeant Bever was parked at the Circle K gas station at Highway 90 and Highway 57. A person approached me and informed me that a red truck had been stopped at the intersection for a long period of time. I drove to the intersection and found a red Chevrolet Silverado (MS Tag: JK7 733) stopped in the left northbound lane. I got out of my vehicle and approached the truck. I found a black male later identified as Demario Coleman (DOB 5/18/1988) sitting in the drivers seat passed out.…

    • 322 Words
    • 2 Pages
    Decent Essays
  • Improved Essays

    The Lesson in Quitting For the past 7 years of my life, swimming has played a huge role. Growing up, I had always enjoyed being in the water, and was one of the odd kids that genuinely enjoyed swimming lessons, no bribes required (thinking about it, I wish I had some of those kids in the lessons I teach now). Overtime, it began to feel less like a passion and more like an obligation; something I had committed to that was too late to stop. I was afraid to quit, afraid to disappoint, and trying to be dedicated to a sport I had lost interest in made me start to hate it. This year, I finally decided to drop the sport, and am now embracing the huge change it has had in my life.…

    • 1176 Words
    • 5 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Improved Essays

    The clock struck midnight. Four of my closest friends piled into the back seat of my car and convinced me to drive them to an all-night party. Reluctantly, I slumped into the driver’s seat and began to drive. All my life, I dreaded a night like this, and tried to avoid it at all costs. After all, I loathed making decisions that made people think differently of me.…

    • 1513 Words
    • 7 Pages
    Improved Essays
  • Superior Essays

    “Vodka with ice please” These words were a frequent verse my grandmother yelled to the bartender. Five, Six, Seven times a night until the man refused to sell her another drink. The bar was my grandmother’s second home. This is where she felt at ease, with vodka in her right hand and a chaser in her left. Every sip she swallowed cracked a smile on her face.…

    • 1315 Words
    • 6 Pages
    Superior Essays
  • Improved Essays

    Life as a Drug Addict Most people don’t see me doing drugs but I did and it ruined my life but I survived. I use to look down on people who did drugs and I didn’t understand why they did it and why they just wouldn’t stop using them. Then, I became a drug addict…

    • 1482 Words
    • 6 Pages
    Improved Essays