Personal Narrative: Surveillance

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Over the course of the last 15 years, my body has been taken over by FBI handlers for experimentation ad surveillance. It started just after September 11, 2001, and it has caused immense challenges for me in my own life. I went from running my own business to slapping myself, yelling and being completely unable to work. My business closed down, and I was put into a mental hospital by my father. This was done, I believe, as an attempt to discredit me by diagnosing me as bipolar and schizophrenic. The repercussions of these programs has not just been felt by me; others have become targeted individuals and been discredited through false mental diagnoses.

From Water Bottling to Nothing

In 2001, I was running a bottled water company in southern
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This ended with an automatic driving experience where the car moved itself to the Phoenix airport. I experienced something that other targeted individuals know as “thunder confirm”. When this happened, my finger transformed into a machine that flashed a picture through my mind every time artificial thunder struck. The resulting images were of every place that I had visited or driven through in my life. As I drove, the sky transformed into a dark orange as the artificial thunder continued to boom in the surrounding …show more content…
I was driving through a gang-occupied area in California when three Mexican gang members jumped out and began to beat my head. After blacking out, I awoke to find myself in an emergency room. I walked out to lay out the parking lot, and a satellite began working within my mind to repair my skull.

Since 2011, I have been the subject of software testing and torture. I have had to live alone to keep others safe from the effects and to prevent them from being targeted individuals as well. At this time, I began to experience two-way communication with my handler. They told me that they were going to use my body for software testing and other types of tests. My dreams were manipulated when I could sleep, and I was the subject of a sleep deprivation attack. Pictures flashed through my mind, and the software caused me to talk to myself as I spent 24 hours each day hooked up to a supercomputer.

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