However, after entering the public school system at age five, I quickly learned my personality was not what most kids got along with, and I shut myself away, hiding behind a cold exterior and pessimistic attitude. The mask I’d built was on and off throughout my life, but had grown strong my junior year due to family separation and various health issues with immediate family. I knew I would not be able to handle having my last year of high school be the same as my previous, and I saw athletic training as an opportunity to get out of the house, try something new, and socialize with people I would normally never talk to. The football players first saw me as the new girl, the one who was temporary and didn’t talk much. I began to prove myself worthy to our athletic trainer, becoming her right hand when she was busy, and in extension gained the players respect. I realized my newfound respect when one of the players approached me for advice on how to handle a possible concussion. I ran him through the normal procedure, and told him to report immediately to our athletic trainer. I told our athletic trainer about his condition, and I was praised for how I handled the situation. I also became the go to person for mouth guards, as the coaches had preached “accountability” to our players and if they didn’t keep track of theirs or have one for practice and games, there would be many laps to run the next day. I had gained an overall position of respect while also creating lasting friendships I never would have thought would be possible
However, after entering the public school system at age five, I quickly learned my personality was not what most kids got along with, and I shut myself away, hiding behind a cold exterior and pessimistic attitude. The mask I’d built was on and off throughout my life, but had grown strong my junior year due to family separation and various health issues with immediate family. I knew I would not be able to handle having my last year of high school be the same as my previous, and I saw athletic training as an opportunity to get out of the house, try something new, and socialize with people I would normally never talk to. The football players first saw me as the new girl, the one who was temporary and didn’t talk much. I began to prove myself worthy to our athletic trainer, becoming her right hand when she was busy, and in extension gained the players respect. I realized my newfound respect when one of the players approached me for advice on how to handle a possible concussion. I ran him through the normal procedure, and told him to report immediately to our athletic trainer. I told our athletic trainer about his condition, and I was praised for how I handled the situation. I also became the go to person for mouth guards, as the coaches had preached “accountability” to our players and if they didn’t keep track of theirs or have one for practice and games, there would be many laps to run the next day. I had gained an overall position of respect while also creating lasting friendships I never would have thought would be possible