I awake to my youngest, Willow, crying realizing this is the last day in our warm comforting house. I don't understand why my husband Rodger wants to move, we'd be leaving our closest friends which makes me sick to my stomach thinking how life would be without having them come over all the time but it's just gotten too crowded here. Leaving memories behind, all 3 of our children growing up in what we chose to live in forever. It has at least been 8 years of living here because we moved to Missouri with the nice farmland while I was pregnant with my oldest, Grace. Although I do like the idea of having 640 acres of land for free, getting to build a house we like. I've just been so stressed worrying about what will happen while traveling I haven't even packed!
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He spends most of his time out there with the cows and chickens but always makes time for his kids especially with Jonah since that's his only son. I can't help but think of the horrible things that could happen along the trip to Oregon, all the diseases, animals and gosh anything could just happen. I stay daydreaming until I hear a crash and realize I set the box too far on the counter to where all the cooking supplies and kitchen utensils were laying all over the ground waiting for me to put everything back. Thinking about everything that could go wrong I obviously will need a first aid kit plus bathroom supplies. Maybe starting a new life will be great thought, we actually get to choose what we want to do and how everything will look. Just my husband and I with our children without anyone else..doesn't sound too bad. Not forgetting about the most important things to our family, the Bible, all the letters and pictures of my friends and family, and small decor that will easily fit in something
He spends most of his time out there with the cows and chickens but always makes time for his kids especially with Jonah since that's his only son. I can't help but think of the horrible things that could happen along the trip to Oregon, all the diseases, animals and gosh anything could just happen. I stay daydreaming until I hear a crash and realize I set the box too far on the counter to where all the cooking supplies and kitchen utensils were laying all over the ground waiting for me to put everything back. Thinking about everything that could go wrong I obviously will need a first aid kit plus bathroom supplies. Maybe starting a new life will be great thought, we actually get to choose what we want to do and how everything will look. Just my husband and I with our children without anyone else..doesn't sound too bad. Not forgetting about the most important things to our family, the Bible, all the letters and pictures of my friends and family, and small decor that will easily fit in something