Returning to college has been a long, emotional journey for me. When I was younger I had my life planned out believing it was God’s will also. I married my husband at the age of twenty and together we entered the ministry field. God blessed us with three wonderful kids and laid upon our hearts the notion of homeschooling. Since that time I have been a homeschooling mother and a pastor’s wife. Almost two years ago my husband suddenly passed away, leaving me reeling and trying to figure out why God believed it was time for him to leave this earth. I quickly went into a downward spiral, not wanting to go on with life anymore. My spiritual life took a nose dive and while I felt alone God was carrying me every step of the way. Slowly “widow shock”
