Repressed volcanic energy of an ancient mariner
I love being to wordy,
This leads me to making more nonsense than sense which is my ultimate goal. Making nonsense out of sense is more like it ,,,, Unfortunate my ambition outstretches my skills and my maturity. I take fragments of my influences- titles, images, and world views. I wish to have a deeper meaning come thru but if it isn’t there it isn’t there. So my new goals are to achieve new goals. Finally in a career of change and monuments stopping the coffins lid.
I will never exhaust the impulse to better myself. You bet your bottom dollar I’m a brokeass. Thanks to loans I start school in a couple months. I would like to be a clearing house for the occult, esoteric, and my weird radar. Instead …show more content…
Yelling and banging on the walls worked for a couple minutes. I wanted an armed response, but I never bought the gun I wanted. Mothballs and antifreeze didn’t do shit either and the thought of them dying decaying and their new dead bodies smelling up the joint didn’t seem smart either.
In fact I was up all night, my mood see-sawing between exuberance and despair. I felt powerful, like a warrior a master of my own destiny when one of the caged traps I set caught me one of those squirrels. A master of my own destiny, and I felt ashamed like a murderer, a pawn of my own emotion. I was no longer an observer of nature, but a part of it. And I wasn’t sure I like the feeling.
If the squirrels where acting according to nature like my house was a tree. I was acting according to mine: lacking the claws and teeth to defend my tree I had to use the tools I bought from home depot, the wise man avoids conflict whenever possible; the fool avoids it in any cost. During WW2 George Orwell made a well-reasoned argument that British pacifist by refusing to take up arms against Nazi Germany where actually acting on behalf of Nazi Germany. These Nazi squirrels needed to be stopped.
Sometimes as difficult as it maybe, it is necessary to chose sides, that is one of those times, and to that I can only add: chose wisely because the choice may not come
I love being to wordy,
This leads me to making more nonsense than sense which is my ultimate goal. Making nonsense out of sense is more like it ,,,, Unfortunate my ambition outstretches my skills and my maturity. I take fragments of my influences- titles, images, and world views. I wish to have a deeper meaning come thru but if it isn’t there it isn’t there. So my new goals are to achieve new goals. Finally in a career of change and monuments stopping the coffins lid.
I will never exhaust the impulse to better myself. You bet your bottom dollar I’m a brokeass. Thanks to loans I start school in a couple months. I would like to be a clearing house for the occult, esoteric, and my weird radar. Instead …show more content…
Yelling and banging on the walls worked for a couple minutes. I wanted an armed response, but I never bought the gun I wanted. Mothballs and antifreeze didn’t do shit either and the thought of them dying decaying and their new dead bodies smelling up the joint didn’t seem smart either.
In fact I was up all night, my mood see-sawing between exuberance and despair. I felt powerful, like a warrior a master of my own destiny when one of the caged traps I set caught me one of those squirrels. A master of my own destiny, and I felt ashamed like a murderer, a pawn of my own emotion. I was no longer an observer of nature, but a part of it. And I wasn’t sure I like the feeling.
If the squirrels where acting according to nature like my house was a tree. I was acting according to mine: lacking the claws and teeth to defend my tree I had to use the tools I bought from home depot, the wise man avoids conflict whenever possible; the fool avoids it in any cost. During WW2 George Orwell made a well-reasoned argument that British pacifist by refusing to take up arms against Nazi Germany where actually acting on behalf of Nazi Germany. These Nazi squirrels needed to be stopped.
Sometimes as difficult as it maybe, it is necessary to chose sides, that is one of those times, and to that I can only add: chose wisely because the choice may not come