“Why do you like him? He isn't even cute!”.
‘Now that hurts. …show more content…
Well after that it got a little awkward so I took Miriam home cause I couldn’t talk to her after that insult to Ben and to me, her so called “best friend”.
A few weeks later Ben and I were hanging out and talking on the front porch sitting on the cold, black swing with twinkling lights warped around the top with a crackling of a campfire in the background. I couldn’t shake the idea, my best friends older brother Hyrum put into my head, that Ben was just playing with my feelings. Since Ben knew me so well and could tell that there was something really bothering me he of course asked me
“Kimree what’s wrong?” and me being the brutally, honest person that I am. I just flat out asked if he was just playing with my feelings and like always him feelings super hurt and slightly mad that I would even think such a thing. But what else am I supposed to think? Especially when he says that he likes me but is never able to hangout, when I know for a fact that he can. Then whenever he looks at me with those big, sad, hurt eyes I automatically start to feel guilty because of my big mouth. So I apologize and practically begging for forgiveness. Now that it’s so late and Ben needs to leave and all I want is for him to stay and never need to