The influence you gave to me wasn't the greatest. Somehow, I decided to stay no matter what anyone said. I never thought that out of sympathy a friendship could develop. The fight back at the Outer Banks still affects me. I thought I should just leave you but I couldn't. I didn't want to break a promise, I also didn't want to be another person who walked out of your life. Sometimes I would look at you and think, "Why can't I leave you?" Coming to Early College was a challenge because I didn't want you to say that I left you. Every day I feel the burden of knowing I left you when I didn't have to. You remind me of my decision every day. When we talk it seems like you have something to say but you don't say. Slowly, everything fades
The influence you gave to me wasn't the greatest. Somehow, I decided to stay no matter what anyone said. I never thought that out of sympathy a friendship could develop. The fight back at the Outer Banks still affects me. I thought I should just leave you but I couldn't. I didn't want to break a promise, I also didn't want to be another person who walked out of your life. Sometimes I would look at you and think, "Why can't I leave you?" Coming to Early College was a challenge because I didn't want you to say that I left you. Every day I feel the burden of knowing I left you when I didn't have to. You remind me of my decision every day. When we talk it seems like you have something to say but you don't say. Slowly, everything fades