It can be hard to get up in the morning and to go to school. I am constantly afraid of letting my parents down or failing them. Sometimes, I honestly do feel that I fail them, and due to that fear my days are a vicious cycle of trying to get by without having a mental breakdown. Thriving is just continuing to breathe another day and working towards a goal, even if it means swimming through a pool of impossible expectations from my mother. The things that help me thrive are: my creativity, my passion for science and the constant support of my boyfriend. Cosplay, painting and drawing also proves to be a healthy outlet for me. My love for forensic science makes it worth going to school and push through stress of assignments. Unfortunately though, I cannot truly thrive until I break away from my mother. I feel as though I won’t truly be happy until I can live life and to not let her impossible expectations bring me
It can be hard to get up in the morning and to go to school. I am constantly afraid of letting my parents down or failing them. Sometimes, I honestly do feel that I fail them, and due to that fear my days are a vicious cycle of trying to get by without having a mental breakdown. Thriving is just continuing to breathe another day and working towards a goal, even if it means swimming through a pool of impossible expectations from my mother. The things that help me thrive are: my creativity, my passion for science and the constant support of my boyfriend. Cosplay, painting and drawing also proves to be a healthy outlet for me. My love for forensic science makes it worth going to school and push through stress of assignments. Unfortunately though, I cannot truly thrive until I break away from my mother. I feel as though I won’t truly be happy until I can live life and to not let her impossible expectations bring me