Personal Narrative: My Two Successful Suicide

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It took two unsuccessful suicide attempts, a very painful period of depression followed by hallucinations and self hatred plus an ongoing episodic war between optimism and pessimism besides an extreme determination to live with a war within myself against the societal expectations and peer pressure to realize that It was not me who was a misfit but the place I was going to.

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