Personal Narrative: My Suffering

My suffering was prolonged for several years as I tried to persevere in my undergraduate studies. I attended the University of Redlands in order to improve my academic and athletic growth. As a youth, I played sports year-round and excelled in all my courses. My regiment was strict and if followed, I was guaranteed success. I was in the gym by 7 a.m., in class until 3, practice until 7, eating dinner by 8, followed by a minimum of two hours studying. My passions aligned with structure increased my potential for growth. Once admitted to the University of Redlands, I was determined to facilitate the same type of environment. The day before College commenced, I was in surgery for my knee, I tore my acl, mcl, meniscus, and shattered my kneecap after a double-day while playing football. I initially injured it during the first practice, but I decided to will myself and continue on. In retrospect, this decision was undoubtedly poor but I was driven. I obliterated my chances of continuing to play football, and I was in crutches for the first day of class. An infection then plagued by body and I endured a fever for the next few months. The beginning of College wasn’t what I expected- no flowers or …show more content…
The rigid road of college was seemingly never-ending. My best friend took a leave of absence and within months he died of an overdose. Emotionally distraught and astounded, this traumatic event pierced my soul. I was taught to hide my feelings, but this couldn’t be repressed. I came back the next few semesters to persevere, but I didn’t have closure nor did I deal with my issues- I was bound to fail. I ended my tenure at the University of Redlands with mixed emotions, but that opened the door for recovery. I conferred with loved ones and I accepted my circumstances. It was time to begin anew, and I dedicated the last year to finishing my degree and realizing my