Personal Narrative: My Life Over Again

I wish I could live this day over and over again. It makes me feel like I could’ve done something to make my life a little better, (from going to hating it to knowing it will never come back.) This changed everything for my whole family. It was January 29, 2014, I went to school (thinking that I was going to go hang out with my girlfriends after school.)
I never thought that half of my world would end like this. I came home and when I asked to go hang out my dad told me “we have to go to the hospital and see your mom she is getting surgery and we have to be there for her.”
My heart went to being really happy to really sad and a little worried. I was on my way there and I was thinking to myself that this has to be one of the regular surgery that she has, or that this would be the last night I see her.. I wouldn't know what to …show more content…
Her heart has stopped four times we have tried to make her heart come back but the only thing that is keeping her alive is life support. We are giving you the choice to have your mom be on life support or you have to say your goodbyes. My dad told me that it was my choice because he knew she didn't want to be on that. She wanted to be able to hug us and kiss us and really just talk to us. So by that we had to say our goodbyes. I tried to stay strong but after I heard that I thought to myself how could god take away my mom like this. I didn't really see her. I didn't get to have all the talks I wanted to. I regret so much now that it makes me feel like she is still here. When I was little I thought that losing a parent was hard but not as hard as it is in real life. When it was time to go up in the room and say goodbyes to her I went to the bathroom and balled my eyes out. I didn't know that it would be just like this. I think about it every day now that I have to live every day fully and know that she is my gardarin angle watching over