Joining the military was a rude awakening to say the least; it was like becoming a prisoner that still gets to go shopping with a minimal budget. The transition from the normal world into the G.I. Jane world was swift and painful; instead of being whimsy and happy-go-lucky, I had to be professional, proper, and a prude. It would have just been a slight attitude adjustment for most people, but it was like trying to become a brand new person for me. I knew there would be rules and standards, but I didn’t think they would make me feel like an insect under a magnifying class. The feeling of my youth and freedom being ripped away from me was not only sad; it was completely demoralizing and made for a very disgruntled and resentful sailor. Just about everyone who joins the military goes through the shock phase; most people adjust quickly and get over it, others dwell and take it for granted. I was in the dweller category–for an entire year and half. I hated everything, like having a curfew, marching everywhere, and living in a dump with three other people; most of all though, I hated the job I was training for. I had never really cared for technology and
Joining the military was a rude awakening to say the least; it was like becoming a prisoner that still gets to go shopping with a minimal budget. The transition from the normal world into the G.I. Jane world was swift and painful; instead of being whimsy and happy-go-lucky, I had to be professional, proper, and a prude. It would have just been a slight attitude adjustment for most people, but it was like trying to become a brand new person for me. I knew there would be rules and standards, but I didn’t think they would make me feel like an insect under a magnifying class. The feeling of my youth and freedom being ripped away from me was not only sad; it was completely demoralizing and made for a very disgruntled and resentful sailor. Just about everyone who joins the military goes through the shock phase; most people adjust quickly and get over it, others dwell and take it for granted. I was in the dweller category–for an entire year and half. I hated everything, like having a curfew, marching everywhere, and living in a dump with three other people; most of all though, I hated the job I was training for. I had never really cared for technology and