It wasn’t until the middle of the season that I realized I was missing something and everyday just seemed boring. Seeing all the videos and pictures of the team made me wish I had played, just to be with my friends and be a part of something. Sure, I had volleyball and softball still, but the constant feeling of family away from family, responsibility to someone other than myself, and dependability was gone for those few months and I missed it. All my reasons to leave seemed not only extremely irrelevant but, selfish, too. I had left my team because I wanted money, or more time for homework, forgetting that the team bonded while doing their homework together, and money wasn’t needed because I was preoccupied with basketball. Everything that appeared so convincing was not at all. I am a teammate one-hundred percent, and I had given it up, something a teammate should never
It wasn’t until the middle of the season that I realized I was missing something and everyday just seemed boring. Seeing all the videos and pictures of the team made me wish I had played, just to be with my friends and be a part of something. Sure, I had volleyball and softball still, but the constant feeling of family away from family, responsibility to someone other than myself, and dependability was gone for those few months and I missed it. All my reasons to leave seemed not only extremely irrelevant but, selfish, too. I had left my team because I wanted money, or more time for homework, forgetting that the team bonded while doing their homework together, and money wasn’t needed because I was preoccupied with basketball. Everything that appeared so convincing was not at all. I am a teammate one-hundred percent, and I had given it up, something a teammate should never