Personal Narrative: My First Time In A Mental Institution

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My first time in a mental institution It started out as a good day, I was happy but at the same time I could feel everything slowly slipping away from me. While I was at work my mood suddenly took a turn for the worst I decided to pick up a pair of scissors that were sitting there on my register. My first thought was maybe just a small cut and you’ll feel better, all you have to do is just cut once and everything will be fine, so I did but I couldn’t stop there so I kept on cutting and that’s when my family showed up. They asked me what happened and all I said was that I had accidentally cut my hand on something sharp. That is when the manager came over asked me if I was okay and if I just wanted to go home early, so I ended leaving that day.
Whenever we got to my grandmother’s house all of my family was there they asked me, why and how was I able to do that to myself while I was at work. My only answer was “I don’t know I just felt like doing it”. At this point my mother decided that I should be checked into a mental institution for my own safety. That night one of my aunts gave me some medicine to help me sleep and relax and forget about what I was going to be enduring for the next couple of
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Walking into the building we were hit with a cold gust of air, we signed in and a few minutes later the nurse called us back I remember her asking me “so Ms. Buckley can you tell me why did you hurt yourself”, all I said was I don’t know. She then left so that the doctor could come in and start the intake process it was like I was in another world, because everything there at the hospital was totally different from what I was used too. Whenever, we were walking to the psych ward of the hospital, the look that she gave my mother was one of sadness and I can still remember my mother looking as if she was just so

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