I can feel the hate in the pit of my stomach, and there is not one part of me that wants to get out of bed this morning. This may sound like I am complaining about a Monday morning, but really, I am talking about waking up with depression. Getting out of bed is more of a task for me than ever this morning and I know that my day will only get worse. But will it? The mindset of a teenager with depression is awfully negative and you never know where your emotions will end up.…
My clinical experience so far has been quite interesting, because I learned basic clinical procedures and preventions that I know will benefit me as a nurse in the near future. During lab, we discussed infection control, personal hygiene, and isolation precautions. These procedures impact my personal health and wellness, because I need to ensure that I am using the proper techniques in order to keep me safe. Also, I know that it is important to make sure my patients are not at risk of developing hospital associated infections.…
The summer before my senior year I began my first job. I was a counselor at a summer camp, called Camp Commotion. It took place at my church and was a 10 week program for kids in kindergarten to sixth grade. Being 17, I was the youngest employee of the 27 staff members, everyone else was in college or older. The camp was made up of a theater, gym, and 6 rooms for the different activities, like cooking, sports, crafts, etc.…
Mayfield High School sophomore Emily Claire Byrne suffered an unrecognized mood disorder for 9 whole years. Today, Byrne has overcome her struggle for almost 4 years now. This tragedy all started at the age of 3 when Byrne and her mom Maggie Byrne were about to go on their vacation to the Bahamas. On their way there,Maggie noticed something was wrong.…
I remember the first day of middle school as a sixth grader. I was nervous yet excited to meet new friends, though I’m not the best at it. I would head to the cafeteria every morning as soon as my dad dropped me off. My friends and I along with many other students would gather around the cafeteria before class starts, but far across the table I was sitting was a different table. That table had students that seem to me, very uncontrollably hyper and obnoxious but isolated.…
I want my kids to be able to say, " My daddy's a doctor. " I want them to see and truly believe they can accomplish anything they set their minds on. I want to be able to show them that hard work and steadfastness can make dreams a reality. Ever since I can remember I've wanted to be a psychiatrist. Life is hard, and If I can even slightly ease that burden, and aid individuals who suffer from any kind of mental issue, I will have reached my personal Nirvana.…
If you've ever been depressed, you know how horrible it is. It's like a darkness has taken over your body, mind and even your soul. The deep dark you feel makes you want to die, to crawl under a rock and never return for the fear of rejection among your peers is too great. I know this because I was once depressed, and I think that everybody goes through this in life. It could be bullying, a death in the family, etcetera.…
We were on our way to school. I never notice before. I knew she was sad, I knew she was becoming a different person. It just didn’t click in my head and maybe it was because I was younger or I was just caught up in my own world. It finally came out; Rachel and I had miss the bus so my mom reacted like any other parent would.…
Throughout the past few years of my life, I've suffered from clinical depression. Freshman year, my formerly happy personality faded and was replaced with a bitter, sad one. I was so scared; I didn't understand why I was hurting so much or that it wasn't my fault. However, I felt that reaching out for help would be even scarier than facing what was going on in my mind. I felt my thoughts were so awful and different from everyone else’s that anyone I told would just look at me in disgust, reiterating what a terrible person…
I awake to a narrow beam of sunlight that penetrates the closed shades of the window in my dorm room. It lets me know it is late in the morning if not already afternoon, but the time means little to me. I am still unable to vocalize this feeling I awake with so often. I know only that the prospect of getting out of bed feels insurmountable. I roll under my covers for a few more minutes of sleep, but when I look at the clock again, hours have passed.…
During my second clinical appointment I arrived at the interview feeling a little less anxious than I did when I met my client for the first time. I had spent the week reflecting on our interview and conversation and the positive feelings and assumptions I left the first clinical with. I learned during our pre-conference that having assumptions can be positive as long as you keep an open mind. Throughout the second clinical I realized some of what I had assumed and felt about her and her life was fairly accurate. I got the feeling from the manner she portrayed initially, that she had been married and had several children; whom she stayed home to raise.…
Living life with a chronic disease is difficult for those with it and the people around them; but not unlivable. You or a loved one may be suffering from a chronic disease, and it could be very devastating. Around 57 percent of people in the US suffer from chronic diseases. A lot of people suffer from these diseases and might not even know.…
Do you know what you will be doing five years down the road? For me, it is hard to imagine myself as a therapist though I do share an interest in helping people. The reality is, you can plan for many things but you never can fully predict where life will take you. As a therapist I can identify some potential strengths and weaknesses that I bring to the field.…
The First Clinical Experience It was an early morning in April. My friends and I arrived 45 minutes early to our long term care facility in Scottsdale, Arizona. The three of us sat in my car and anxiously awaited stepping foot into the care facility as we had no idea what to expect. I began to wonder what the patients would be like and how I would care for them.…
The Merriam-Webster Dictionary defines depression as “feelings of severe despondency and dejection”. Depression is just feeling sad, right? No, depression is much more than being sad or upset. Depression is misunderstood. Depression is a constant feeling of despair and hopelessness.…