Cheatham Session 1 Journal
Last year was a very tough year for me, in April I was having health issues and I found out that I would have to have a operation that would take me off of work for 6 weeks. Right before it was
time for me to go back to work, I was terminated, I couldn't believe it!! The part of me getting terminated was hard, but the worse part was how and when it was done. I was so hurt because I
have been with this company for 8 years. That's 8 years of my time, blood, sweat and tears. time that I would never get back, time that kept me away from my sons and missing
out on games and other school functions that they had. I begin to hate and blame myself because to me if I hadn't of had that operation I would still be working. I went through a bad spell to
where …show more content…
After talking to a Psychologist, they sent me back to the sitting room and while I was looking around, I began to feel compassion, I started wanting to
help those that was in the mental ward that the nurses and Psychologist have already written off as a Manic Depressive, Bi Polar, or even Schizophrenic. I saw a cry for help, I saw people were
hurting and in pain, I saw people that had a chance to have a life again. When they let me go I begin to pray and ask God to help and heal me, I then began to ask him to help and heal those
people and to put me into a position to where he can use me to be of service to him, to begin to use me to help those who have been written off and to use me to let them know that no matter
what trials may come and even more no matter how man tries to label you as, it's not written in stone because God has the final word. So I'm going to school for God to use me in this field,
it's my calling, I didn't want to go to a college to where I will have to be taught how to handle people the world's way, I wanted to go to a college that can teach me God's way and use that to
have a successful ministry, not just a
Last year was a very tough year for me, in April I was having health issues and I found out that I would have to have a operation that would take me off of work for 6 weeks. Right before it was
time for me to go back to work, I was terminated, I couldn't believe it!! The part of me getting terminated was hard, but the worse part was how and when it was done. I was so hurt because I
have been with this company for 8 years. That's 8 years of my time, blood, sweat and tears. time that I would never get back, time that kept me away from my sons and missing
out on games and other school functions that they had. I begin to hate and blame myself because to me if I hadn't of had that operation I would still be working. I went through a bad spell to
where …show more content…
After talking to a Psychologist, they sent me back to the sitting room and while I was looking around, I began to feel compassion, I started wanting to
help those that was in the mental ward that the nurses and Psychologist have already written off as a Manic Depressive, Bi Polar, or even Schizophrenic. I saw a cry for help, I saw people were
hurting and in pain, I saw people that had a chance to have a life again. When they let me go I begin to pray and ask God to help and heal me, I then began to ask him to help and heal those
people and to put me into a position to where he can use me to be of service to him, to begin to use me to help those who have been written off and to use me to let them know that no matter
what trials may come and even more no matter how man tries to label you as, it's not written in stone because God has the final word. So I'm going to school for God to use me in this field,
it's my calling, I didn't want to go to a college to where I will have to be taught how to handle people the world's way, I wanted to go to a college that can teach me God's way and use that to
have a successful ministry, not just a